the friend's only thing was just a ruse, but it appears somehow they found out that it was to confuse my trail. I don't care if they want to read my crap or not anymore. I don't give a shit if they do or don't find it, so I'm putting this here in the open.
to make a clean start with no taint of this fuss those two have dragged here I'm now using a new livejournal account.
the new lj is silvernyte
feel free to add me, unless you're those two, because adding would be pointless as you're banned and anonymous posting is completely disabled.
if you're friendly, however, feel free to add me at my new lj.